I miss recording audio. I miss being creative. I miss being heard by the strange masses. Many things have happened to me in the last three years, that I think have been both life altering and significant in making me the person I am today.

My (ex) wife changed me, Denver changed me, Hate the Radio changed me, Syracuse changed me, and so did this latest move to Houston. I’m undecided on whether these changes were good or bad, or both. But I do know I’ve always had a need to express myself, and this is my latest attempt at just that.

I’ve always been an emotionally withdrawn person. I’ve been called “morose” and “socially inept” and the people that have said these things about me have been mostly right. Today for the first time in my adult life I went to a therapist. I tried to be as real and honest as possible … and me being me, I recorded the entire session for public consumption.

I apologize for the audio quality of this recording. But if you’re interested, you can listen to the Gcast of this session in its entirety from the sidebar of this blog. Some think I’m crazy for doing this, and other’s think it’s my way of trivializing and making light of what has happened to me. But I’m just trying to make sense of it all. Love it or hate it. This is me and my life at this moment in time.